Lost

I feel lost in a swirling body of water, manhandled with no thought, churning, i've used the excuse going with the flow for to long, i need to swim to the egdes, i need relief, i'm drowning, i need hope, which can only be found in the sanctaury of the grounds that surrounds me, i can see them yet cannot touch them, sapped of my strength, i struggle, i need to do this i need relief

I NEED RELIEF