the beuty of this blog is that no-one will read it, and it's there for every one to read. a little ironic.

have i grow??
not physically, but mentally.
its been 2yrs since i started this blog, and i feel like i have accomplished nothing. Also, I'm perplexed too at this girl called Jessica. she deleted me on Facebook (which by its self i don't have a problem) but it just gets me thinking as to why she would delete me. we parted on loose terms i guess, but why me, and the other boys which she doesn't talk to?? it shouldn't be any of my business, but i speculate that her boyfriend told her to do it. it don't mean anything, but when your stuck up too 4am every morning, one tends to over think this things.

In winter's sorrow,
Despairing shadows grow long,
In my eyes spring dawns.